Whats a girl to do?

What does a Muslim convert do Christmas Eve and Christmas Day?

GO TO THE MOVIES!!!!

SoooOOOoooOO, I'm 21 now and I haven't blogged in a centurySOOSSOh

Yes, that's right guys and gals -

I am now 21 years old alhumdulilah...

I am SOOO EFFING EXCITED!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM!

YAAAAAAY!

Okay, back to regular font. lol, why am I so excited for my birffffday you ask?

Well, in my mind it is a blessing not only to wake up everyday, but to wake up everyday for 21 years when there are people who can't even make it to 18.

When I was born, I was 2 months premature (I would explain why, but let's not) and according to my mom, I have a heart murmur as well.

Shockingly, I'm pretty healthy. The most health issues I have develop from my stress and OCD with causes me EVEN MORE stress. lol.

Alhumdulilah, I made to 21 after converting, when I could have not converted and not made it to 21 either.

This is why I get excited for my birfffday every year.

So, you know what that means?! I'MMA HAVE A GOOD OLE' TIME TODAY! MMMHMMM...

GON BE POPPIN' THOSE NON-ALCOHOLIC BOTTLES!

Just a thought: I will get back to my usually blogging routine some time this week insha'allah because I'm finally done with the semester, but considering the holiday season, I have a non-Muslim family of which is demanding my presence this year... of course. Not any other year, but this year, when I'd rather sleep on the 25th than eat with a bunch of people that barely like me anyway. WHATEVER!

ANYWHO! INSHA'ALLAH YOU'LL HEAR FROM ME SOON!

YAY! HAPPY BIRFFFFDAY TO ME!

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DECISIONS, DECISIONS

So, I'm going to be making a pretty sweet decision for the New Year.

What is it you ask?

I'll tell you when the New Year occurs.

SALAAM!

Product of the week! and other junks!

PRODUCT OF THE WEEK! YAY! ITS BACK!

So, yea I suck because I some point I stopped the product of the week, but considering the type of week its been, I think we need to relax and look at beauty products. hahaha agreed? Oh well, I agree. Continuing on... HERE IT IS!

Eucerin Original Moisturizing Cream

This stuff is super awesome. For like some odd amount of weeks straight, I had this weird allergic reaction to lavender body wash and the only thing that stopped me from ripping my skin off was Eucerin. Its AMAZING! The only down side is that its so thick that it takes 12 years to rub in, but by the time its rubbed in, your skin is sooooo MOIST. <-- I know some people hate that word, so I emphasize it to freak people out. Yea, I'm weird. Whatever. Anywho! So, yea, this is some awesome stuff. If you don't have crazy skin like mine, I suggest still investing in it for knees, heels, elbows, and hands, or where ever else is super duper dry... I just don't want to give other suggestions? lol. Its kind of pricey because its that good. The smallest one I got was about 6-7 dollars US, but once the sizes get bigger the prices shoots to 12 dollars, but considering that it might last for a while. Its totally worth it! CHECK IT OUT!

OTHER THINGS!

So, I've been very unmotivated in school. Hell, in life in general. I work so much I can't even focus on the things that are important to me and I think its starting to get to me. I love school, but now I'm feeling that I'm not happy in my major and I'm already 3 years in. I'm afraid that once I change, I have to start all over again and I just don't feel patient enough to do that. The thought of starting fresh is very bothersome, especially considering the other major I'm consider (radiologic technology). The main reason I'm considering it is because the day after I converted, my dad called me and said that he had prostate cancer. After he explained to me how they did the treatment, I was very intrigued. But I'm unsure about switching majors because I refuse to be in school for the rest of my life.... BUT I'M SOOOO UNHAPPY WITH THE SCHOOL OF BUSINESS IN MY UNIVERSITY. urrrgghhh its so frustrating. insha'allah, I will figure something out sometime soon because time is running out!!!!!!

I hope you all are in good health.

:)

Love,

Dedra

Ummm.... alright?

I'mma make this post real quick. Its not about anything super DUPER important and considering that its 5am, I must be swift and go to bed.

Reaction: I'm over it. Get some thick skin and take these struggles as a blessing. I would go deeper into my reasoning for my reaction, but considering that I'm not the NICEST Muslim quite yet, I'm not going to go there.

Nevertheless, I'm starting to worry my Ummah and I and the rest of us must continue to make du'a for each other b/c clearly people are starting to lose sanity.

Astigurfullah - may Allah swt keep us in His mercy ... even when we start acting ungrateful.

FYI: I watched some retarded, I mean *sigh* cancel that.... I watched a youtube video about some girl who de-reverted herself from the deen.... a message to her:

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PERFECT MUSLIM BECAUSE IF THERE WAS, THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR ISLAM. YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT YOU ARE NOT THE BEST MUSLIM IN THE WORLD. SUCK IT UP AND STOP JUDGING THE DEEN OFF OF AN DIGITAL LAND OF CRAZY, JUDGMENTAL MUSLIMS THAT THINK THEY'RE PERFECT BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GET JUDGED MY THE ALMIGHTY TOO.

Lord... today, today. *shakes head*

I'll be posting later about something else that isn't going to make my head pop off in irritation.

I love you (even the ones that don't want to be Muslims anymore) for the sake of Allah.
Goodnight/morning

Stuck at work, thinking about Jimmy Choo

Today was a very important day...


Today was the premiering of Jimmy Choo's line with H&M...


I was going to go to H&M today and look/buy Jimmy Choo accessories...


I got called into work...


I'm still here...


I don't even want to go to H&M anymore...


Poop.

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