Thursday, November 19, 2009

Ummm.... alright?

I'mma make this post real quick. Its not about anything super DUPER important and considering that its 5am, I must be swift and go to bed.

Reaction: I'm over it. Get some thick skin and take these struggles as a blessing. I would go deeper into my reasoning for my reaction, but considering that I'm not the NICEST Muslim quite yet, I'm not going to go there.

Nevertheless, I'm starting to worry my Ummah and I and the rest of us must continue to make du'a for each other b/c clearly people are starting to lose sanity.

Astigurfullah - may Allah swt keep us in His mercy ... even when we start acting ungrateful.

FYI: I watched some retarded, I mean *sigh* cancel that.... I watched a youtube video about some girl who de-reverted herself from the deen.... a message to her:

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PERFECT MUSLIM BECAUSE IF THERE WAS, THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR ISLAM. YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT YOU ARE NOT THE BEST MUSLIM IN THE WORLD. SUCK IT UP AND STOP JUDGING THE DEEN OFF OF AN DIGITAL LAND OF CRAZY, JUDGMENTAL MUSLIMS THAT THINK THEY'RE PERFECT BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GET JUDGED MY THE ALMIGHTY TOO.

Lord... today, today. *shakes head*

I'll be posting later about something else that isn't going to make my head pop off in irritation.

I love you (even the ones that don't want to be Muslims anymore) for the sake of Allah.
Goodnight/morning

6 comments:

NeverEver said...

love you too

and I totally agree.

Dedra said...

:) i miss you a lot where have you been?

Anonymous said...

yeah it made me really unhappy too.
she was so sweet
and u know what these trials sis really are tough
but she needs to understand this life is tough man
i think she might come back.
and really the stupid sucky part is people who are egging her on and saying oh nice decision
good decision. but it isnt. they keep teling her stop saying bad stuff abt her...it is so stupid
instead of knocking some sense into her brain...
and u know i bet in some days she'll understand where she was really happy.i think she'll come back. she was pretty smart

Anonymous said...

man i thought i was the only one extremely unhappy with her
good to see u too
the rest keep egging her on about how she did the right thing.
but she didnt.
i think she knows that
she needs to step back and reevaluate everything
from what i think
these trials wont end sis
they are only the beginning
we need to get stronger and together
no other way out
because really i was going to such a phase too. not good muslim. want to stop believing....it is not the way things are done man
we've been given the Quran
and it is a huge responsibility.
but we are the best ummah
we need to make our imans strong and make each other get stronger
i felt so sad abt her
and i dont even know her
i felt like somebody put a dagger to my back...

Dedra said...

see here's the thing, its sad, but i don't feel betrayed. that feeling is irrelevant to her decision. i think this happening should show some Muslimahs that although we have Muslim bloggers who can assist us, its our deen and our God that we should turn to foremost. which is the main reason why i am so concerned b/c so many young girls were so distraught and all these young ladies can say is sorry, but they have no idea how many feelings they hurt.

Dedra said...

see here's the thing, its sad, but i don't feel betrayed. that feeling is irrelevant to her decision. i think this happening should show some Muslimahs that although we have Muslim bloggers who can assist us, its our deen and our God that we should turn to foremost. which is the main reason why i am so concerned b/c so many young girls were so distraught and all these young ladies can say is sorry, but they have no idea how many feelings they hurt.

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